Someone very special

 SOMEONE VERY SPECIAL 

PART 3 - EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED.

HEY ! Hope you all are doing well. In the previous blog I said about how close I became with gowra. I never thought of my life without her or may be I just did not wanted to think those practical matters. So after getting soo close to her, she understood what I love to eat , what I love to do in my free time, what I think she used to tell within fraction of seconds just like my mom did. 

But some of you might get this question what is blog all about . This  part is all about November 3, 2021 . I had a practice of taking Gowra wherever I go. And as usual I went on that day too. I had 4 days holiday to my college for diwali . I banged at her door as someone came to visit my parents , but as my parents went to my uncle's place that visitor asked me to go down to that person. But that day for the first time she did not open the door, I thought she might be studying , so  I did not want to disturb her so I just went to that visitor  I spoke and came back home.

After 10 minutes my parents came home as soon as they came even akka's husband came. He asked whether she was with us at my home because she was not opening the door. Like it was usual thing that whenever she wasn't there in her house she used to be with me. Then I said no , she actually did not open the door even when I banged. So we went down and checked everywhere , she wasn't there so we thought she might be sleeping inside the house. 

Anna pulled the window and sudden shock we saw her hanging . She committed suicide. I just felt everything in world is a big zero. My mom was in shock , my dad who never gets attached to anyone soo easily was in shock. I just felt like I lost half of myself with her. Because she was the one who was by my side when my own friends irritated me . She always said stay calm . 

But what happened that day just brought me to zero back. When I went to college first day Gowra just said restart everything. Think you are learning everything for the first time. But this day I felt as if I came back to the same point from where I started. I remember  I said my mom that day , Gowra just became a passing cloud. The reason why she did it is still unknown. 

I am not eager to know about that anymore . She is with me in my memories forever. She is just like my shadow. I know once I revealed what happened many of your opinion might have changed about her, but my opinion is always the same . I will share in my upcoming blogs why my opinion remains the same for the rest of my life. 

So people, just think before you take such  decisions. For someone who is just a point particle in your life , don't loose your life especially that life in which you will know you will be successful. Atleast taste the success once , because you might have put a lot of effort to build your life . Guys think once about yourself just once , don't think about anyone else. 

Keep reading my blogs. Stay safe and stay happy. My next blog will be about something related but this topic as highlight ends here. Gowra continues to be with me forever.... 

In loving memory my dear sister gowra! 

Thank you !!!