What Next!

 WHAT NEXT !

HEY EVERYONE! Hope you all are doing well. This blog is just about the past six months. Probably past six months taught me many lessons. I said in the previous blog that I never imagined my life without my sister, but now I have to leave without her. My uncle and my best friends and their family gave my parents and me great support .

 

At start life was really very difficult and now comparatively it is better. After my holidays one day I did not go to college and the next day I thought  I might feel better if I go to college. At start it was difficult to my parents than me , because they had to take care of me and my mom was really going through a lot because she was attached to my sister a lot but still she stayed strong and she took 2-3 days of time and she started staying back at home . She motivates me every time I break down .

A month passed and I was not able to come out of that shock , then I had my mid term exams I did well but I am not sure how . Slowly time passed but still I was stuck, people those who have seen me just once started passing comments . Honestly a relative of mine , that person have hardly seen me said me I don't have patience just because she saw me being a bit angered with my dad , that person did not even know what was the matter. My mom's reply to that person made me strong.

I have not slept for 3-4 months, even now sometimes I can't sleep . Then at last one fine day I thought  I should refresh and move on, of course even today when I come near my gate I remember my sister waiting for me . But then my sister wanted me to study well and work hard to reach my goal. Then my brother and my mom planned and bought a puppy to make help me move on. Honestly since the day my zozo has come home I am able smile and my parents are happy. Everyday she waits for me near the door . A pet is far more better than people .

Some people even said that just because zozo came I forgot my sister, my response was my sister has her own position in my life and no one can replace that place. Some day someone said me ,say there are 100 problems, each problem will have a solution and just give your brain a little bit of time. It's been really hard but then I had right people there with me.

Hope who all loved this blog . And yes presently I am doing much better , I am trying hard to get back to normal. One thing before I wrap this blog , if you can't help someone come out of such hard time at least try not to put them into more hard situation. Keep waiting I will get back to you all next week with a fresh topic. 

Thank you!!