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FEAR OF FAILURE

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 FEAR OF FAILURE ! HEY ALL! Hope everyone are doing well and enjoying your LIFE  to the highest . Today's topic is something based on my experience as usual. Hope everyone of us have faced such fear for one or the matter . We human beings have fear for anything and everything now-a-days. Fear of loosing someone , fear of leading life , fear of water , fear of height and it continues.  Fear of failure is the interesting topic which mostly kids of age between 15 - 23 face I believe. At the age of 15 the fear of failure starts because we have to choose science , arts or commerce for entering our college life . After 12th will be more frustrating I guess. The reason is more than parents relatives will be waiting for your 12th grade result and they will be with bunch of suggestions which will confuse you more and while thinking about which course to choose, the fear of failure increases more.  People honestly I learnt a few points in the past few months. Say firstly don't give your

MOM

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  HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY QUEEN !  Hey everyone ! The title refers today about mom but this time only about my mom ! Okay to be very honest it's very weird to call mom , so ya, hi baby . You are amazing and beautiful just the way you are. Happy birthday rowdy baby. There is soo much to say about you probably this one blog is not enough.  To start with , the way you support me . I am an introvert and a little moody as people say and yeah I don't wish to deny it because of something you told me that, "Don't listen what is not required to lead your life " . I have lot to convey you and I will try my level best to tell you through this blog . You are my best friend not for the name sake , but that's because of the way you comfort me . NO matter what it is I can always come and talk to you.  When it comes to some people who are still talking bad about you I wish to say something that ," PLEASE CONTINUE BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T HAVE TIME FOR ALL YOUR STUPID TALKS A

Friendship a random topic

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Hey . Hope all r doing well . I was just thinking and randomly I felt I should say you about friendship. The reason might be that of  friendship day or may because I wanted to share something very important about how every friendship should be.  I have a lot of people around and not all are my friends. But people I say friends (a few of them ) are some people I to want talk and clarify things directly but at times I feel they are not worth or simply I don't have much time to waste on them. So , ya as I said even before that this is just a random Blog nothing will point at one single person or so , it is just how things should go between friends that's it. People, friendship should not be about boundary or importance or priority . It is about how happy and how comfortable you are with one another. Best friend doesn't mean something very great , it's just that friend whom you find more comfortable and a easy conversation . Best friend doesn't mean that person should a

What Next!

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  WHAT NEXT ! HEY EVERYONE! Hope you all are doing well. This blog is just about the past six months. Probably past six months taught me many lessons. I said in the previous blog that I never imagined my life without my sister, but now I have to leave without her. My uncle and my best friends and their family gave my parents and me great support .   At start life was really very difficult and now comparatively it is better. After my holidays one day I did not go to college and the next day I thought  I might feel better if I go to college. At start it was difficult to my parents than me , because they had to take care of me and my mom was really going through a lot because she was attached to my sister a lot but still she stayed strong and she took 2-3 days of time and she started staying back at home . She motivates me every time I break down . A month passed and I was not able to come out of that shock , then I had my mid term exams I did well but I am not sure how . Slowly time pass

Someone very special

 SOMEONE VERY SPECIAL  PART 3 - EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED. HEY ! Hope you all are doing well. In the previous blog I said about how close I became with gowra. I never thought of my life without her or may be I just did not wanted to think those practical matters. So after getting soo close to her, she understood what I love to eat , what I love to do in my free time, what I think she used to tell within fraction of seconds just like my mom did.  But some of you might get this question what is blog all about . This  part is all about November 3, 2021 . I had a practice of taking Gowra wherever I go. And as usual I went on that day too. I had 4 days holiday to my college for diwali . I banged at her door as someone came to visit my parents , but as my parents went to my uncle's place that visitor asked me to go down to that person. But that day for the first time she did not open the door, I thought she might be studying , so  I did not want to disturb her so I just went to that visitor 

Someone very special.

SOMEONE VERY SPEACIAL

  SOMEONE VERY SPECIAL !  PART -1: FIRST MEETING V/S MY OPINION! HEY ! It's been a long time since I have written  something on this page . Hope everyone are doing well . So you might be just wondering who is this someone special in my life ? So yeah there is one . And the next question might be why part 1 ? That is because one blog is not enough to describe this person and share how amazing this person is. I probably met this person 3 and half years ago. She came with her husband to my home to ask to rent home. So that day once they both spoke and went regarding the latter topic I said my mom , she is very silent and I don't think I will get well with her . The reason I said that was because of the opinion that was created in my mind about her. The moment I saw her I felt she is very silent and I felt she will neither understand me nor will I understand her. The same night they got shifted to my home . So my mom after observing us both for a few days she said me to at least te